
Who am I?
It is a question that has been bothering me for a long time. I wonder why I am here in this world in the form of what I am given, and if I am not me -- who will I be? I can get very lost if I keep myself in this thinking mode.
More scary is that it is very often people around me do not quite see the same person in me as I do. It created a lot of self acceptance issues to me. In last 10 year or so, I also started to think about my integrity. Am I walking the talk? Do my actions align to who I claim myself to be? Do I allow myself to be me?
Lately, I found the answer of this very question -- who am I? I am my life. My life is the journey of my Body, Mind and Spirit. My life is hollow if my Body, Mind and Spirit do not deliver their purposes.
My Body is my interface to the external world, and it is the house of my Mind and Spirit. My mind is my perception of the world, and the agent to add fuel to my life by way of learning and sharing. My Spirit is my calling, my core values and my ability to connect to other souls. To live my life in full, I need to look after my Body, Mind and Spirit.
One of my cat's name is Lang Lang (Pretty Pretty). She is a projection of how I live my life style, and I get a lot of great reflection from her. One of the latest observation of her is that -- due to her gourment eating habbit she is slightly over weight and same as the writer. It will be lovely if I can shed at least 10% of my body weight.
So, what am I going to do about it?